Thursday, April 16, 2009 Bang crash boom
4:57 PM
Hey, you piece of shit!

:D me happy today hahaha. It's those enough to last for the day, but not enough to make you wake up and go to school kind. Lol, makes sense? Nawl, i guess it only makes sense to me! Haha.

And i feel so stupid as i looked at the Amath paper today luck SERIOUSLY, i forgot how to integrate, i didn't know how to do so many. I think i only managed 1/2 questions, but i don't even know if the answers are correct. -.- so i did all i could, crapped out some answers and then went to sleep. Oh man i need to start studying, but once again, it is just NATO. Not bad renice, you have learnt not to believe that you will study after putting it off. Lol, joke.

I cannot stand how i cannot stand keeping my emotions/feelings within me, especially all the bushuangness, unhappiness ETC. My mentality is like, if i not happy with you i will tell/show you straight in the face, i will make sure you know i am bs with you. If i don't do that i will feel damn uneasy, like i'm letting it go too easily, which isn't like me to do if you piss me. And that also applies even if i know it won't change a thing no matter how many million trillion times i say. No matter what, i will still crash in head on. Once i'm not satisfied with anything that is important enough to not be brushed off, i will do whatever and everything i can to change it. Even if i know it won't work. Lol jumping into the ditch even though i know i will come out smelly and dirty with nothing in return. STUPAAAAD. Lol, am reminded of the period end of last year when clearly everything was like, pieces of glass shards merely held together by masking tape (aka irreparable, fragile) and yet i still keep trying to piece it all back together even though i know myself all that's happening. 垂死挣扎! Yup i'm stubborn in the wrong way, i rmb someone telling me that, but this way will be the right way in time to come. When something even more worthwhile comes along.

K byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
(Oh i don't know if i have ice mountain, ><)