Friday, May 8, 2009 yup, facade.
10:21 PM
Am very inclined toward the word FUCK and its related forms now. I mean, as a verb noun adjective and what else is there, it fits my life. To the T.

Pokpok, can i have one? Idk but i'm kinda phobic of being online on these kinda days. Hahaha crap i know why but i just don't wanna admit it. Roflmaooooo.

No more BOF already, saddening ah. I wanna study but then no place for me to study properly.

Quicksand, this is like quicksand. You sink faster than you can ever try to escape. The more you struggle, the deeper you go. And then comes a time where you give up trying totally because it's too tiring, and it seems much easier to sink in, though it's dumb clear you'll die by doing so. You know you'll reach the bottom and die i guess, but it just is too difficult to get out of it so well, you just choose to go down the easier path. It takes a god-like being to be me and at the same time possess that kind of determination to outdo that pool of quicksand.

Bye, life. I'll miss you so.