Wednesday, April 22, 2009
5:14 PM
Seriously, i haven't been so upset for a bloody long time. Long time since i just cried and cried and cried looking at the bloody chatbox. Yeah i can never be like her, i can never ever do taht. I don't even think i was like her before. How did it happen then? Magic? I know you will read this post but just keep quiet again doh. Not knowing that i tried to change doesn't mean i didn't try to. You'll never realise how much effort i put in to try yo. In actual fact, you were the one who screwed it up for me yo. With all the talk on SDGBOBFF, normal blah blah ending up as empty ones. Who messed it up? Hmm? Before you say i've been doing too much, think of how you've been doing so little, too little doh. You always get the final say. Every empty talk just ends with a SORRY and that's it i can't do anything anymore i'm tied. Cool, power of an apology, i think i witnessed it more than anybody else.

But just rmb what you said. CB, and the change. Wait and see k. Gonna make your eyeballs pop and then stuff them into your nostrils. Aw i will help you put them back after that. Peace peace. World peace once the change has been done. No more empty talk i will bloody hack you into pieces. Serious.

Py, it's time i start work yo. The work you took 7 months to finish. Love you. Determination. Bestie can just go and die lah. Zz.

Peace be with me. I seriously hope i'm really just over reacting huh. But no it feels. Real.

Today is a soppy day. Tmr will be better because i say so.