Sunday, May 17, 2009
9:10 PM
and the biggest problem ever, the root of practically all problems, is how impulsive i am, how rash i am. i usually know the consequences of whatever i'm going to say, but i still say it cause i really feel i should say what i feel more than think of the consequences and swallow my words back in. and that seriously ruined half the good things i ever had in my life. since when did i not know i always speak with no reference to the consequences. i have acknowledged that fact for as long as i could rmb.

and the word is tolerance. compromise too, perhaps.