Thursday, May 21, 2009
9:06 PM
oh maaaan,

i really don't like how this feels eh, very very .. -.- i don't know how to describe, i dont want to describe. i still wonder why it cannot be like normal leh. i really really wonder and it just feels very scary like, i dont know? somehow now i really wished it didnt happen at all. then i wouldnt have to face all that plus i wouldn't lose a friend. no doubt i was really very happy but then, was it worth it, lol. no maybe i didn't lose a friend, but i am one complete friend less. or so to say, it seems more obligatory than natural. it seems like an obligation, this thing, rather than like, the others out there. aiya i am not making sense lah.

how many other friends have i risked?

and i need more life seriously. i realised i spoke less than 10 (?) complete sentences in class today. am i autistic or what! :/

i am bored with myself please come add some colours into my life. and i realised i haven't seen a rainbow since that morning last year. hmmm. hahaha kc you will be the next i see it with k. omg i cannot believe i just typed that lolz. maybe i should go like profess my looooove hor, like hey, you wanna catch a rainbow with me? yes that's coool! no okay it isn't, or rather it isn't cool enough. IT IS SO ... CORNY. (omg this word always reminds me of the ultimate corn pro, L, really imba lol joke.) lolol roflmao. o.o

kbye please shoot kc, ;B it'll be perfect. k no lah, maybe next to perfect, reaaaally!!