Tuesday, May 5, 2009
7:58 PM
Okay noob, stop thinking abt it already, since it's ambiguous, just take it as you are. Put aside those thoughts, think abt it when you really have to, like say 10 years later. Maybe by then you'll already forget, maybe by then it'll seem like no big deal.

Today's tuesday school sucked. Slept through reading period, listened through chem, studied through amath, dazed through eng, slept through recess, tried doing phys paper during physics (must've irritated the hell outta xiangrong), sianed like no mum through chinese.

And then we went for No Apologies, yeah. Laughed through it, mryeow's dumb funny. He makes alot of sense, really. I gotta admit he makes sense, even abt things i wish he wasn't right abt. But lol, it's time to lean noton your own understanding. Maybe it's good to accept the world's logic, instead of insisting and having blind faith, in humanity. Afterall, venice's insistence in maintaining it's monopoly in trade caused it's downfall didn't it! ;) i studied.

We got to watch mr yeow's wedding video. Was touched eh, tears almost formed. Lol i wonder if i'll ever get the chance to be that touched on my wedding. K i'm going to believe i'll have this really wonderful fairytale wedding. Ah mama but i guess it's going to be very unfair walao i feel bloody guilty now. Oh no not going to think so much already. I've got 2 battles to fight tmr. :]

I'm not gonna be afraid to fall. I'm gonna learn to accept whatever's been said, even though i don't wanna believe it.